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i can't tell you how much i miss you, words can't describe. i love u, friend

cells

i want an Iphone or a Blackberry Curve!!!

isk isk isk

i want to die, and i don't know why. am i stupid?
YES, I AM

MC

huh, i didn't go to school today. i can't sleep yesterday seriously. by 5am i am still awake. today morning i woke up at 11am plus i can't speak to people properly. SENGAU. i used my inhaler for a few times but i does not work. i am so all out today. i lost my appetite. bye, i have to get some rest now. Toodles <3

sick sick sick

the truth is i am sick. since the past two days, i can't breath properly. my nose we're fulfill with mucous. rashes came out wrapped around my body. i can't speak properly. but in the morning i am ok. like really hyper. i got to find my inhaler. i drank barley already but i did not works. everyday i laugh, i dont want to pamper myself. self-destruct. huh -,- i dont know what's wrong with me. i am tired of medicine that i've take since January 2009, that stupid inhaler ,vitamin E and vitamin C. i can't stand with the itches under my skin. what's the problem with my blood. i hate my life

a friend called .....

i have many friends but that girl, her name is Aisyah Rosli. i love her the most. she understands me and i share my feelings to her. i love u from the bottom of my heart, i swears. but the others, i love y'all too just like i love myself :)

grrrrr

just now i read her blog , dia macam kutuk aku tak pakai tudung like so what? My mom pun tak kesah,yang kau nak busy body asal? mind your own businesse lah! aku tanya kau, sume orang yang pakai tudung tu baik sgt ke? (kecuali kwn2 aku & relatives) kau tak baca dalam newspaper? perempuan yang berjubah pun terlanjur. kononnye cover lah, igt org yang pakai tdg sume baik. baik tak yah pakai tudung kalau cam tu. aku tak pakai tudung pun aku jaga maruah aku & aku solat jugak. puasa jugak. so if kau nak kutuk2 face to face la dgn aku. aku tau kau holy gila gila tapi kalau kau benci aku just ignore je lah, tak boleh
=,= geram!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed

semalam geram dgn maimunah waktu kh, jahit! menyampah aku doh. after kh kitorang kena kemas balik, and syaf P. so mood tak elok smlm. and die mcm suro aku buat itu ini. and aku & nisa jadi mangsa. i was really pissed off yesterday. but em, aku geram gila kot. da la maimunah marah aku smlm cos salah trace. kalau nak tegur lelok lah cakap. i got a feeling too. and cube kalau aku buat dia cam uh, apa die rasa. ofc marah kan. dah la, aku da maaf kan kau syaf

Holy Cow

i called syeera yesterday, she invited me to her open house today. but i can't go to her house bcos i am going to my uncle's house. then, we talked about the people we hated. suddenly, she said a girl her name is ----- -----. yeah she wears tudung. and her parents were like so HOLY! you know what i mean right? who care's that i don't put my tudung on? even my mom wears tudung when she's 35years old. ergh, u see, my granny is a chinesse and my granpa is a half chinesse (chinesse + jawa). so our lifestyle were not the same like hers. syeera read her blog, & she told me that, that girl & her friends hated me so much. like i care? hey, kubur lain, lain. mind your own businesse. i never like her, NEVER EVER. if u guys hated me so much, just ignore me, u can talk about what ever u want and i don't care. I HATE U , BIATCH!

friends, teachers, study & piano

hey there, i miss my ex-best friend. we were classmates last year, we spent our leisure time together, we share our deepest secrets together. love, i miss u a lot. i want u back, the old u. plus i miss my pet brothers, Haiqal & Faiz especially. i rarely text haiqal now, i'm tied up with Piano Lessons, tuition classes, & extra classes. PMR is just around the corner & my piano examinations are coming soon! gaaaaaaah, i'm going to be the 3rd graders for practical & 4rd grade for theory. OMG! currently i'm practicing scales, Debussy, Waltz. SHITSHITSHIT. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
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I miss my best friend, Zatey Roslin. i miss my Ptm(A & B) friends especially Cha, Ekmal, Akem, Kimi, J, Dot, Nisa, Shiro, Awa, Mine & Fikry. ohoh, plus my favourite teachers ; Sir Dominic & Ms Hema :)

confessions of a nerd, a geek a bookworm,

I AM A NERD, A GEEK AND A BOOKWORM plus i am PROUD OF IT

I love being who i am, book & me. i can't be away with books . i don't care about the people out there who call me or label me as a LAME GEEK. so what? Books are my passion, i have a tons of book in my room, my daddy's room, my brother's room, store, EVEN in my daddy's car & my mother's car. so, if u want to judge me, don't judge by looking thru my personality. i know that i'm ugly, short & fat. who cares? i love my life sometimes :)

i miss you PET BROTHERS!

arrogant

back of u biatch! i hate u more lah, u think u have a power to stop me doing things that i wanted?? if u hate me, ignore me. a piece of cake! i didn't make your life misserable right? so what's wrong with u? u can't see everyone happy with thier own life. Stop! i can't take it anymore. i think youre so jealous with everyone's lives. u kept telling rumors to everyone. i don't care who you are. i don't care who you like. i don't care about you. i don't care what are you craving for. plus i don't care about your things and u thought i can't afford it? HELLO? i can buy it too, i just don't want to tell u what my dad's doing to raise money. ergh, u don't know me much. you've never entered my house Bandar Sg Long, Saujana Impian, Mutiara Subang & else. yeah right i never told u before. naaaaaah, if u hate me, come face to face with me. and don't bring your friends.

p/s : sorry for being harsh. and "siapa tergidit cili, terasa pedasnya "oh, this post is not for everyone just for HER

first time ever!

this is the first time i ever wanted a special boyfiee. i didn't know why =,=
i've been single since i was born into this world! so what right?? but please, don't insult me. i hate rempits, suckers, needy(s) & losers. i want a boy that i can share my secrets, to spread my love & express my feelings with. i am not going to be so Demanding. before this im so not into this COUPLING MATTERS. Today, i've changed my mind.

xoxo,
toodles

i gotta feeling

dear diary, yesterday was funtabulous & it was a blast! but today is the opposite. When i arrived to school, i sat with syam, jaja,and amirah. i felt like i am a stone. They ignored me. I didnt do anything wrong to them. They talk among themselves. I think that i don't even exist! Stop insulting my feelings! i did my very best to all of u, everything i did to them is used to be a NO OKAY THING! totally i have no one to share my deepest secrets. I have no onr to lean on. I wanted a best friend so badly! I have a bunch of friends, but i think my friends are just Friends for Laugh , not Friends for Life. I thought this year would be a brand new life to me. But my dreams didn't come true. Friends, im sorry if i make you mad, im sorry for not being the best. Most of all, thanks for giving me an opportunity to be your friend.

Classmates / Mates : sorry for all my sins at all of u. & iloveu.
p/s : post a comment in my blog to comment / let me know what is not perfect about me

xoxo