i gotta feeling

dear diary, yesterday was funtabulous & it was a blast! but today is the opposite. When i arrived to school, i sat with syam, jaja,and amirah. i felt like i am a stone. They ignored me. I didnt do anything wrong to them. They talk among themselves. I think that i don't even exist! Stop insulting my feelings! i did my very best to all of u, everything i did to them is used to be a NO OKAY THING! totally i have no one to share my deepest secrets. I have no onr to lean on. I wanted a best friend so badly! I have a bunch of friends, but i think my friends are just Friends for Laugh , not Friends for Life. I thought this year would be a brand new life to me. But my dreams didn't come true. Friends, im sorry if i make you mad, im sorry for not being the best. Most of all, thanks for giving me an opportunity to be your friend.

Classmates / Mates : sorry for all my sins at all of u. & iloveu.
p/s : post a comment in my blog to comment / let me know what is not perfect about me

xoxo